12 years today you've been gone Grandpa yet I still find myself between a mixture of laughter and tears whenever I mention your name or a memory we once had with you. Not a day goes by where I don't think about you and how much I've missed you for all this time. You were the easiest person in the world to love and not having you here to physically hug you or laugh at your jokes is devastating. I hope they're treating you well up there, just always know you fill such a large space in my heart. I miss my bestfriend, I wish you didn't have to go. I love you beyond words, Nicola xxxx (16/5/2014)